A personal journey through queerness, self-discovery, and finding community. From childhood struggles with identity to embracing joy and connection as an adult.

Queerness isn’t clean. It’s torn fishnets, spit in the mouth, a kiss with teeth. It’s the wound that never scabs over and maybe that’s the point. They told us we were unnatural, violent, dangerous. So we became all three. If we bleed, we do it loud. If we suffer, we turn it into spectacle. This is a mediation on the intimacy between queerness and violence : how it marks us, frees us, and sometimes, feels like home.